Tuesday, May 26, 2009
{ 10:36 AM }
Gosh , this few days .. to many things happen ..
wish i cld knw who to explain ..
been crying over too many things ..
trying not to show my tears to anyone ..
and yet everynight .. haishh..
mum almost caught me crying in my room ..
luckly i was holding my pillow , to cover my face ..
wanted to strt drinking again .. so that i can forget everything ..
parents , they do help us at tyme , and yet SUCKS too ..
been helping them alot by money ..
and yet , now ..
get nting in return ..
guess they used to it ..
shld i change myself ?
my life ?
wish cld be someone cheerfull and nting to be stress abt ..
and yea , its true .. i strted praying actually ..
and yet god gave me more probs to face ..
gtg ..
Labels: my life
{ 2:21 AM }
25.o2.2009
the day things strted to change
for that someone whom i put all my love & trust .
he was one of a kind
degil , sensitive , ego , negative thinking , pemalas
but above all those he's
loving , manja , protective , active , intelligent
there so much more about him
to me .. behide every beautiful girl there this guy ..
whom an idiot who failed to show his feelings for her ..
who wld always make her cry over stupid things ..
and this idoit guy is the one who show her the right path ..
who gave her a better life to live .. who make her smile ..
everyone might made a mistake , and they shld learn from it ..
but , its you whom have to make a decision to forgive n forget to make things better ..
Do i deserve a second chance ?
Im sorry for wad i did before
things happen
if i can , i wld wanna remove everthing from my past
and strt a new ..
but i cnt ..
what can i do to make things better ?
if there smting i can do bout it ..
i will do it ..
for the sake of us
Labels: i love you
Friday, May 15, 2009
{ 11:08 PM }
You can never find the perfect person I've been down that road before,
Hoping and waiting for that SOMEONE To sweep me from the floor
And when he walks pass you, your heart jumps It feels like its hit the floor
And when he touches you it's like an angels touch You've never felt before
His kisses are nice, his hugs are great, and he makes you smile a lot
You look at him, smile and think, His smile is so phenomenal, his smile you'll now embrace
You wish he could just stay forever
the feeling is so sweet
you'll never want to leave him, he makes you feel complete.
He was the one who helped you through the worst times in your life
And somehow you knew that he was the one, the true love of your life.
p.s : Baby , I Love You More Than You Do :DLabels: 143