Friday, October 9, 2009
{ 7:39 AM }
It was hard trying myself to change you .
You were that harsh guy .
It was hard on me . How you scolded me . Using harsh words .
i cried . nvr in my life a guy said all that to me . and yet i wonder . why i still love you .
it really hurts . it takes alot of patience . saying myself . " if you do love this guy , and wanna spend all your life with him , just be patience . "
and i did . till today .
i was really surprised . that i can take all this . i wasnt this kinda person who wld take this big challenge .
i guess its love .
today , i almost made it . i really did . that harsh guy have change to someone sweet , caring and loving .
but , he hav change alot till he didnt notice 1 things . The old him that nvr fail to make me laugh . the first mth we fell in love . Wld always online , chatting , playing games on msn . Go somewhere everyweek . bowilng , movies , otf . texting . he didnt noe wad i nid all this while . he forgotten . he really did .
God , thanks for everything . I love him . Make It Happen again , will you ? "Dzulyana"
i just need him . only him .
