Monday, February 8, 2010
{ 11:49 AM }
at times , things doesn't go like the way we wanted .
saying sorry doesnt always work .
its true that few days ltr that person may forget everything that happen .
BUT WTF if you do it again !? she cry again ? you say sorry again ?
stop blamming me when i get angry luhhh . who's fault was it ?
Till i called your house . and yea , you were soundly asleep :D
I just wish i cld just turn off my fking fone and make sure you cnt get thru me !
I ask you to leave me alone , but yea ! you keep on adding more and more salt to my goddam fking big deep wound !
told you not to piss me off but you did .
hello~ im spending the whole day alone in this house . ALONE ! A.L.O.N.E !
shld i give you this wake up call ? waiting me to fly off ??
cos you really think you hav your own time in this world .
come on ! once you step home , BOMB ! you fell asleep right infornt of your house gate ? im not dumb ! dont tell me i was not even in your mind went you were like lying down on your bed ? W.O.W ! thats how important i am you you huh ?
and yea , mum still nagging like one siamang cnt find her banana for like 1 week gitu !
im just trying to make myself laugh .
i wish im tired now , so i can just go to sleep , and forget everything .
dad still not talking to me .
planning going to kl this cny .
but .... he doesnt even talk to me .
grrr !
and youre leaving aftr cny . if you really gonna do it ...
im gonna leave everything .
including this house . mum .
i just need to hug someone .
a hug will do everything for me .
a hug always make me feel better .
i just need a hug .
this mth , February , so many stuff came up .
every single day tears falling down my cheeks .
i miss dzulhilmi .
its been 12 days i didnt get to see you .
i miss you , i really do .
