Monday, February 1, 2010
{ 8:11 AM }
dad's giving up .
every single word came out from him hurts me .
why cant i just make him happy ?
like how i did in pri and sec .
ignore bout my frens , freedom , happiness , save my own money .
all i think was dad .
just look at him .
he was a perfect dad to me .
woke up 7am off to work . back at 6pm . continue going to work as a taxi driver at back home a 3am .
on and on .
even sat and sunday he's off to work .
dad , im really sorry .
i just be cnt be your perfect daughter .
as for you .
yea , you just did it .
"give up"
no one can see the pain i hav .
towards her father .
herself .
and you .
im lack of confident .
wish i hav someone to guide me .
to push me .
and not making me pissed .
by pushing me in sarcastic way .
how do you motivate me ?
that kinda way ? " lawls ? HAHAHAH ? come on yana ? pakai otak ? "
instead of " im here to teach you , im here to guide you . we'll go thru this together "
and wad ? "give up"
some one pass me a ciggy . im giving up too .
